Hollywood Undead

Coming Back Down"
(feat. Kevin Rudolf)

[DANNY]
I just can't escape
it's like you're here with me now
but the words you say
they always seem to fade out
since you been away
I'm just a face in the crowd
someday, someday
I know you're coming back

[JDOG]
down in the dirt
with your blood on my hands
I blacked out
but now I do understand
that you were too good
for this world so you left it
everything turned red
and then you made an exit
I don't even know
if it was your time
but like all good things
that pass you by
its like a lost soul
in the time of need
it made me grow up fast
and put some blood on my knees
and you don't even know
what's beyond you
thinking you could never die
like you're bullet proof
so I guess you had to leave
you were born with wings
but you were never happy
til the angels sing

[DANNY]
I just can't escape
it's like you're here with me now
but the words you say
they always seem to fade out
since you been away
I'm just a face in the crowd
someday, someday
I know you're coming back down
someday, someday
I know you're coming back down

[JOHNNY 3 TEARS]
I'm ashes to ashes
I'm dust to dust
And when a man
turns to ashes
forget about love
like the feeling inside you
with the bottle beside you
you both end up empty
like an angel just died too
I look to the heavens
to the sky and the rest
I looked inside myself
I felt my heart in my chest
Something so point blue
there's nothing to say
some hearts to stay true
when falling away
Come lay down beside me
what you and I mean
it's only what I've seen
it's only just one dream
tell my baby I love her
and I wish I could hold her
it's hard to say goodbye
when you know that it's over

[DANNY]
I just can't escape
it's like you're here with me now
but the words you say
they always seem to fade out
since you been away
I'm just a face in the crowd
someday, someday
I know you're coming back down
someday, someday
I know you're coming back down
one day, one day
I know you're coming back down

[JOHNNY 3 TEARS]
I know you're coming back
know you're coming back
I know you're coming back down

I know you're coming back
know you're coming back
I know you're coming back down (down)

I know you're coming back
know you're coming back
I know you're coming back down

I know you're coming back
know you're coming back
I know you're coming back down

[DANNY]
I know you're coming back down

[DANNY]
I just can't escape
it's like you're here with me now
but the words you say
they always seem to fade out
since you been away
I'm just a face in the crowd
someday, someday
I know you're coming back down
someday, someday
I know you're coming back down
one day, one day
I know you're coming back down 

Moms and Dads

I have never been so pissed/sad/depressed and disappointed all in the past 24 hours. My parents don't really have a relationship at all anymore. They're just my mother and my father. They don't talk to each other, they don't like to be in the same room and they just don't do anything together at all and I hate it. I hate going to my friends house seeing that there parents actually talk to each other, I get so jealous I just want to leave. My family gets along with each other only if my parents aren't in the same room together. I could have the best of times with my dad and the best of times with my mom, but never them together. Them together is torture for everyone around us.
I've always suspected that my mom has cheated on my dad before, and maybe my dad has done the same thing to my mom. My suspicions were proven right last night, I just didn't expect it to be my sisters best friends dad... who is also married. Honestly I'm probably just assuming and making an ass out of myself but honestly it makes sense. I know for a fact that she has a code name for him on her cell phone, I know for a fact that she lied to me about who she was going to dinner with, and I know for a fact that there is chemistry between the two of them.
I hate that my dad doesn't give a fuck. My dad would love to live a single mans life. I think if my dad had the  money he would just move to Las Vegas and live there for the rest of his life. I know my dad tried to keep what ever they had going, but my mom was just never that into it I guess.
They're just together because they can't afford to be a part and that what's sucks the most. I have to see them every day avoiding each other, knowing that they don't want to be together anymore.
This just sucks.

fell alseep on question 156 out of 225...I hate my computer class. So glad I get three chances, but still I was almost done and I fell asleep.
Never go to school at 7 am, end at three, then go to work, skate around for an hour with friends and expect to stay awake during a 225 question exam

Drama

Drama, drama and more drama is all I have at school right now... Two of my friends almost started fighting yesterday and I think its gonna get out of hand sooner or later. Whats even worse is that all this drama happens between the breaks between my classes. The time I want to relax, study and shove my face with food is the time they decide to start making a scene in the school cafeteria during the busiest time of the day. I was beyond pissed. I basically had to carry my friend out of the cafeteria while my other friends held down the other girl.

honestly people this isnt high school anymore, we're in fcking college and its time to grow the fck up. I will knock the both of them out if they start fighting. I will knock them out and leave them on the floor.

ppplluusss my mom is giving my sister shit because she doesnt give a fck about making more friends at school or caring more about what she does. Lets take bowling for example; my sister bowls fine she has a good average and she listens to what he coach tells her. Then my mom makes a scene during her practice about how she doesnt talk to her teammates enough. her teammates are fcking right there and can here what shes saying. my moms being stupid. Then shes complaining about how she doesnt know what time shes going to be done working on a optional extra credit thing for school. one my mom is making her do the extra credit shit and two im the one picking her up and dropping her off tomorrow so she seriously just needs to shut the fck up right now.

Since the whole fight thing yesterday I feel like Im on the edge and if my mom makes one more argument of something stupid I will just take my sister out of the house for tonight and watch a movie or something. The night is young, I deposited my paycheck, I have gas in my car and tonight I dont think any of the shinagawa girls at home give a fck what my mom says or what the consequences will be. We just need a break and my mom just needs to take a chill pill. now.

So

I think I got fired tonight. If not Im gonna quit soon. Im tired of dealing with this bullshit at work. I get blamed for every goddman thing. I'm not the fcking manager or the assistant manager, Im just a lowed pay worker who will work just so I can pay for my bills. Im a part time worker, an on call worker, a full time student and I like to be part of my family whenever I can.

Today was honestly a relaxing day, I handled all the customers while my coworker did all of the prep work and refilling of everything else. My coworker got food poisoning yesterday and just got over his cold and he still comes to work because he honestly needs the hours and no one else could work. So he manned it through the day trying to help me whenever I needed help. We just finished cleaning the back of the store and the front, all we had left to do was the counter. I can clean the counter by myself, so I decided to give him a break and told him to go sit in the back. I was about to clean and then a customer came in, so I helped him and then another customer came in as I was ringing up the customer. My boss comes running in thinking the customer has been in the store for a long time, and once the guy leaves my boss starts fucking bitching at me and sees my coworker resting in the back and gets even more mad because he was just sitting there doing nothing. We had customers all fucking night. if we werent doing customers we were doing prep work or something else. He's sick and I let him take one fucking break and my boss gets mad at me for letting him rest. I mean honestly what the fuck?

My boss bitched at me saying I should have called him if mike (coworker) was sick and he would get someone to cover the shift. I called everyone asking if they could cover the shift, no one could and they all had legitimate reasons as to why they couldn't work. So after I called everyone I decided to call my boss and ask him if he could work in place of mike. Do you know what he said to me? "No too bad, make mike work" My boss knew that mike was sick. He fucking knew that he could have came in to take mikes place, but does he? no. When my boss came in he smelt like beer so I knew he was buzzed or drunk. Which makes everything worse.

The arguing went on for like an hour. My manager came in to close the store and he heard me and my boss boss arguing and he backed me up. He knows I'm a good worker and I do everything I can, I listen to him more than my boss boss because he just makes sense. As soon as I got my boss to shut up because he knew I was right he told me to get out of the store. I did and on the way out my manager gave me a high five and bought me a drink before he brought me home. So here I am typing with horrible grammar venting and debating if i should just not show up to work tomorrow. I need the money and I dont want to leave the rest of my coworkers dealing with my boss. I know i can handle him now and I'm probably gonna keep working until he fires me or I can make my on call job a part time job.

we'll see