I feel like I'm losing one of my best friends. I try to talk to her but I always always get one word answers. I guess I was just that one person to keep her occupied while her other friends were busy. I would always reply as fast as I could but with me working everyday and taking harder classes at school. I just don't have as much time as I used to.

It sucks.

Then there's that one person. Who I've come to realize I may have liked  more than a friend these past couple of years. I would love to be with that person but there's always someone in the picture. always. I don't want to cause drama and have them chose. I want to be the one they chose not the chooser. Does that make sense?

One more person is always on my mind. I wish i could be with her but I cant.