4 More Days

A lot of things are coming out and I cant wait for them all!
My birthday is on the 24th and City of Glass by Cassandra Clare is coming out on that day AND Stargazer by Claudia Gray! Then next month Fragile Eternity by Melissa Marr comes out on April 21st!
I cant wait to read all the books I can get my hands on!!

Do you read when your sad?

I use books to get away from all the things that usually happen with my family...In my family I carry most of the responsibilities besides making money to support everyone. I make dinner maybe 5 times a week and do the dishes after, I make sure my sisters are getting picked up from school, call in medecine when my grandma and dad are running low, do the laundry and as soon as I get my liscence im going to have to drive everyone around. I think as soon as I graduate high school I might get more responsibilies... Doing all of this can be very stressful, what I usually do is go anywhere else it doesnt matter if its in a book store or out in the streets and all I want to do is just read....read until I forget everything thats happening at home, forget the responsibilities that I have, forget that Im not a teen who can be carefree...All I want to do is forget!!!

Books Read in February

This is so sad... I only read four books in February and they were:
1. Evermore
2. Kiss of Fate
3. Warrior Princess
4. Perfect Chemistry

At least they were good books to read and I enjoyed them a lot.

I HATE my mother, but you shouldnt

So my mom and i are always fighting about something or have yelled at each other at least three times a day. People tell me to apprecitate what I have now cause sooner or later im going to lose it...But its hard to appreciate what I have now, when my mom is yelling at me for everything I do or didnt do... To me my mom is a crazy ass lady, and I say it to her face, she knows she overreacts, but just wont admit it...She pretends to be nice to the other parents to make herself seem like an amazing mother, but she IS NOT! My mother is like a quarter, she has two faces and I get stuck with the side that is a bitch. My mom would rather go to the gym to exercise instead of spending time with my sisters. I dont really care if i dont see her through out the entire day, but my sisters love her way more than I do, so i want her home more for them...
What I noticed with my mom is that shes says shes trying to make us have a better life, but I think that shes using me or my sisters to get the things that she never had in the past. I dont want to have the things that she didnt have. She doesnt want me or my sisters to make the same mistakes as her, but i want and should be able to make my own. I will NOT be her puppet, and neither will my sisters.I think I hate my mother so much because she just does stupid things in her life...I want her to pay more attentions to my sisters than she did to me. I want to be the guinea pig so that she knows what to do to help my sisters out more in life and so that they can be happy. I just dont give a shit to what she thinks about me, I know Im a dissapointment to her and I just dont care anymore. Id rather be happy just being myself and not trying to live up to her expectaions.
I may hate my mother with like 95 percent of my heart, but if you arent me then be happy with what you got...because you can have a big family and millions of friends, but you still only have one person who carried you for nine months, and gave birth to you.

Question

If you see a girl that you have never mey before and she says "are u going out with that girl you were sitting by earlier?" what would you say? I told her "no Im not". Then she asks if she could have her number... I had absolutley no idea what to say to her and just said that..."it wouldnt be right if i just gave her number away", and the girl said "oh...okay..." and she sort of follows me back to my seat, but ends up leaving Barnes and Nobles... I go to Barnes and Nobles alot to do homeowrk at something weird always happens to us...This was by far the most hilarious moment of all.... What would you do? What should I have said?

100+ Challenge

Books read in January...
1. Bleed
2. Need
3. Bloom
4. Ever night
5. Impossible
6. Ink Exchange
7. Midnight Veil
8. Darkness unknown
9. Deadly Little Secrets
10. What would Emma do?
11. What my mother doesn’t know
12. What my girlfriend doesn’t know
13. One of those hideous stories when the mother dies

100+ Reading Challenge!!!

I can't believe I'm going to try and accomplish this challenge...If you cant tell the challenge is to read 100 or more books in the year 2009. Any type of genre is okay for this challenge, but it ends on December 31. I hope I can accomplish this challenge, if i get grounded a lot like I did last year, then for sure I am going to beat this challenge

Blogging...

I've never really spent a lot of time on a computer before...My friends and cousins would teach me a lot of interesting things that would help make my computer skills better..But until this year I've had to share a computer with 6 other people, and never really could do much on it, even doing homework was hard to do...
This year I got my own laptop!! So hopefully I can make an Amazing blog and a whole bunch of other things!!!