Tuesday, February 21, 2012


My uncle passed away yesterday and it was a shock to us all. We had just saw him the past Sunday and he was smiling and laughing with the rest of us, and it was his 25th wedding anniversary. I'm going to miss him like crazy and I know my cousins will too, Ann is only in the 5th grade and Brandon is a Senior in High School. It hurts losing a loved one, but what hurt more this time was that it was similar to my grandmas death. Both passing away from cancer, not being able to see us graduate, not having enough time with us. I just feel numb right now.

I missed my chance to say good bye again to a loved one and this time it was my uncle.

Wednesday, February 1, 2012


My teacher apparently loves one of the essays I wrote in class and wants me to get it published, but I don't think I could. It's about my grandma and how I was weak for not being there for her and with her. I can't even imagine anyone else reading this paper.

maybe? I don't know...